My best friend since kindergarten, also my first friend and only friend
in kindergarten stopped talking to me like two years ago. I think we lost
same interests and I'm still very sad. I also think (and I am not the
only one that thinks) that even whe she is a year younger, she is less
childish. I started feeling this a long time ago that my friends started
to grow up and I stayed mentally younger. I don't know what to do. I
realized that I am slowly loosing friends because I don't have the usual
interests as my others 16 years old peers. Can I do something with it?
Or it was meant to be? However mostly hurts the fact that this one particular friend - Lucy is avoiding me. Once in like 3 months she responded that she is not avoiding me but since then, she only ghosted me. I haven't seen her or heard of her in a year and I stopped texting her since it didn't do anything. When the GTA 5 online was free on Epic games last month, I've written it to her and she responded! (we always were gamer girls and played games together) We even planed going together out which lands on tommorow! However, I'm really skeptical, since she ghosted me again and is still ghosting me today. I would like to tell her my feelings, but how can I do it if she keeps avoiding me? It would hurt less if she just told me to my face that she don't want to be friends anymore even thou we were meant to be besties :(
But now, it hurts. Even after the years. It hurts badly.