so I had started talking to this boy (rockie) and I had knew him cause we had 4th period together. and we played fortnite all night long together, I basically fell for him like really hard:/ well my bestfriend followed him back on insta & she knew I liked him & felt some type of way about him . well she already had him added on snap buh anyways they started talking more & more & rockie started being distant with me & they started FaceTime at night & overall it was weird . And then she started posting love quotes and stuff so I would slide up and ask "who you talking about" yk & all she said was oh im tryna get my ex jealous & I knew she was lying, & then as soon as I knew it ..she posted on Instagram and he commented under it and put "sweetheart" and I should've known buh I didn't think she would do something like this cause she's my bestfriend .. and then finally she told me she had a bf & I was like who? & she goes "rockie" and I already had what I was gonna say to her written down in ny notes because I already knew. I'm an overthinker its just what I do ..well she felt bad for me & then they broke up :/ buh she hadn't been this happy in forever so I got them back together & now they jus hit 1 month :/ & here I am still fighting to stay alive & nobody knows how hard it is for me :( .