We are both always sad. I dont want to break up with him because we love each other very much and he is the only source of happiness for me right now, but also one of the biggest sources of sadness because i get sad when hes sad and he gets sad when im sad and we are both always sad. I go to therapy but he doesnt want to, hes not comfortable with the idea and doesnt really like talking to people. We’ve both contemplated suicide way too many times. I thought i could be happy for him so he’ll be happy but i dont think i can. And hes still sad and im really worried i could lose him at any point. He wont stop talking about depressing stuff and i dont know what to do.