First things first let me get this out here that I am not really supposed to be talking about this, it is a jury case and it can be very wrong for me to say what the truth is. Second thing is this can be very troubling to read. I am going to be sharing what I have been holding in for the last two years of my life. Since it happened. Let me give you some background information, I am young, not too old, not too young. I am beautiful in some ways but my personality makes my looks go to the trash almost immediately. I am very mature, and immature in some ways. I have lived in the foster care system for about six years. I have mental problems and a lot of shit that has given me a lot of PTSD and depression. I have had contact with my bio family off and on throughout the six years i have been away from them~It was January 21st, the day it had happened. January 20th I was at a friends house, i had gotten into some trouble with my foster parents and decided that I was just gonna leave and go there.. Not too long later I ended back in the care of my foster family. I am not going to say names because i dont think i am allowed to. Foster mom had gotten upset with me and hadnt let me take a shower from not showering for a couple days. It was sunday afternoon, when i had decided that instead of going into church i would go for a good walk. I ended up panhandling money, something i had learned to do from my parents making us kids panhandle and then giving them the money for the drugs they would later get. I had got about five bucks and I had gone to Taco Bell that was nearby and got gotten a burrito. I then used a ladies phone to call my Mom. My moms boyfriend, had answered i told him i ran away. He said stay there your grandparents are coming to get you. I agreed and had been okay with me leaving to go my family. I didnt know that at the end of day it would end like this, I didnt think that it would turn to be terrible. I decided that I would stay n wait for them. Then I waited, I waited until they arrived, I had gotten a really weird vibe from my uncle that had finally gotten out of prison from being in there for over 20 years. Im so sorry rn i have so so tired that i can barely stay awake, imma have to go but if you want to know what happens just lmk n i continue to write it.