I have a boy bestfriend named moi, we're bestfriend for 6 years, he knows all of me and I thought I had known him enough. It was happen way back 2018 I met this man named Kyu who told me he suddenly felt in love with me and courted me, but the love he told me which he felt all of a sudden had disappeared weeks ago after he confesses. And that love he told me ruin my life completely. Im just so stupid of believing on him the he loves me but he's not. I was hurt on that moment, and there is my boy bff comforted me. I told him everything, I used to call him my "human diary". Last February 2020 things went upside down our lives twisted in which I didn't expect we'd came this way. I was wondering why He became so cold, and then He told me the other side of him which he was keeping for a long time ago and only me who knew about it. He was bisexual and he loves kyu, i was shock but I accepted it completely, i accepted him who he was. But he got at me and I don't know why he has to do that, because he got jealous. Which I clarify things on him that I don't like Kyu, never in my life. But still i really don't know how he forgot me and shut me off out of his life. I miss him, I really do. My partner, my human diary, my Chatmate and my happiness too. But I know what we had before was just a memory of our today, And still im glad cause we met and had the best days of our lives though it ends up 4 months ago. I just want Him to know that I accepted him completely and I will accept Him no matter what.