He treats me like a hidden secret
He's so ashamed of our relationship
I hate him for it
I hate him for saying that he loves me
I hate him for saying that he actually cares
When we both know he's a liar
This hurts
Like hell knowing he's messing around
I could have been alone if that was the case
But it's like he enjoys it
The games , the thrill of thinking he's keeping me confused