I want someone to look at me and say I'm beautiful. I want them to hold my hand and hug me. Comfort me when I'm sad. I want to slow dance to my favorite song with them, like it's only us. I want to stay up all night just to watch the sunrise. I want to be skinny, but more I want someone to love me even if I'm not. I want to be happy.
These are some of my broken dreams that won't happen.
My friends moving on, she loves her awful boyfriend more than she'd ever love me. Cancelled plans and broken promises are proof for that.
I want to get over him, he's not going to date anyone, yet I'm letting myself get hurt. He asks like he cares but I know he doesn't. How can he when even I don't?
I just wish I would disappear, it'd make everyone's life a whole lot easier.