6 months ago
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My Broken Dreams

I want someone to look at me and say I'm beautiful. I want them to hold my hand and hug me. Comfort me when I'm sad. I want to slow dance to my favorite song with them, like it's only us. I want to stay up all night just to watch the sunrise. I want to be skinny, but more I want someone to love me even if I'm not. I want to be happy.

These are some of my broken dreams that won't happen.

My friends moving on, she loves her awful boyfriend more than she'd ever love me. Cancelled plans and broken promises are proof for that.

I want to get over him, he's not going to date anyone, yet I'm letting myself get hurt. He asks like he cares but I know he doesn't. How can he when even I don't?

I just wish I would disappear, it'd make everyone's life a whole lot easier.

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6 months ago

Re: My Broken Dreams

You mean so much to somebody, way more than you think you do. I know what you're going through but please, please don't ever say that disappearing would make everyone's life easier. You are so beautiful, so, so gorgeous and smart. I don't know if you're religious or not but Im going to tell you that God made you just the way you were supposed to be. He is still writing your story, so let Him finish. He took 'him' out of your life for a reason, because He knew that it would be better for you. Something that really opened up my eyes was something that we all struggle with, human love. To have someone look us in the face and tell us they love us through everything we've done.But human love is so fragile. God's love for you is such a strong flow of eternal kindness that we will never receive for someone on this Earth. Your best friend wasn't meant for you. "'For I know the plans I have for you,' declares the Lord, 'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.’” Jeremiah 29:11.

I love you so much

You mean so much to me, an online stranger

And if you mean so much to me, someone you will never meet in real life,

how much do you think you mean to somebody who does know you in real life?

Much love,

A.G. <3