I wanted to kill my self at one point bcs of her and I told her, she brushed it off and said that I was lying and that I never actually felt like that. To this day, I still want to kill my self because of how she treats me. She always tries to argue with my dad and she gets everyone to think that my dad has hit her or has emotionally abused her. They have been married for years and all that has happened is my dad putting up with all the shit that my mom has given everyone, he has bruises and scars because of my mom hitting him with remotes and wooden planks. I really just want to stay away from my mom, I’ve even gotten to the point where I have left the house for 2 weeks because she punched me in the face. I just need someone to talk to. I feel like nobody loves me anymore and that is making me want to kill myself even more.