Hi.it all started at a restaurant when i was 11 or 12 (cant remember) at that time, i figured out i was lgbt. (im 13 now, but still not so sure of my sexual orientation) it was a great day, i was hanging out with my friends and then we went to a restaurant to eat pizza. it was fun until like 8th graders walked into the restaurant. before this moment i was an extrovert, not scared to tell people my secrets, energetic and just everything that an introvert isnt. while they were waiting for their order i was talking with my friends (obviously) and you guys know how gay people talk? like their voice is different, also by the way they move their body, etc. i was just talking about something and then one of them randomly yell at me and say "are you gay?" and at that point i just didnt know what to say because i didnt want to come out to my friends just yet. so i said no and all of the 8th graders laughed. after their laugh, me and my friends were quiet as never before. we didnt say a word. before we even exited one of them told me "youre dirty grandpa" (from the pizza around the mouth area).then me and my friends went home and i had tears in my eyes the whole time walking home. since then , things havent been the same at all. i started being super super shy because i was afraid that if im gonna act the same, people are gonna ask me if im gay. later that year, my parents divorced. luckily they got back together about 3-4 months later. one day, i was hanging out with my friends, and i met a friend from kindergarden that i havent seen in YEARS . so we invited her, we talked with her. (she's bi, and she had a really good gay radar) . and basically when i get comfortable i start acting normal, not shy. so at that point she asked me if im gay. i said no, but then she asked me the same thing about 10 minutes later. i didnt know what to say. there were like 4 of my friends around me. then one of them goes "so what" and i couldnt believe that she said that. shes like the nerdy friend, that has no social media and always studies for a test so i really didnt expect her to save me like that. at that point i just panicked and i just said im gay, my friends were totally fine with it. but that didnt mean i changed to an extrovert. no. i was still super super shy and an extreme introvert. even now, im feeling so anxious and stressed for no reason that i swet everywhere. at my school, outside, etc. the only place that i dont swet at is in my house because thats the only place i feel safe at. (and no, im not swetting because the weather is hot, its not hot) about a year later me and my sister came out to each other. . i was really surprised but happy at the same time. later that year my sister started watching drag and wanted me to watch it because she thought ill love it. and she was right, i love it sm. but.. one time when i was watching it, my dad walked into my room without knocking. i immadietly closed the tab but he saw. so he asked me "what was that?" and i said it was nothing. he kept asking me the same thing and i kept answering the same thing. (he probably thought it was porn, but there was no way i was telling him that im watching drag. but then i met a girl. she's like my girl bestfriend and we flirt here and there, she knows im gay tho. i tell her almost everything and she tells me almost everything. i love her sm, but im slowly catching feelings for her.. theres also another girl that i find really attractive. (im gay, like super gay.) but somehow i find them really attractive. honestly maybe i didnt find out my full sexual orientation yet, but i think i will find out when ill be having sex with a man and a woman. then me and my friends went home and i had tears in my eyes the whole time walking home. since then , things havent been the same at all. i started being super super shy because i was afraid that if im gonna act the same, people are gonna ask me if im gay. later that year, my parents divorced. luckily they got back together about 3-4 months later. one day, i was hanging out with my friends, and i met a friend from kindergarden that i havent seen in YEARS . so we invited her, we talked with her. (she's bi, and she had a really good gay radar) . and basically when i get comfortable i start acting normal, not shy. so at that point she asked me if im gay. i said no, but then she asked me the same thing about 10 minutes later. i didnt know what to say. there were like 4 of my friends around me. then one of them goes "so what" and i couldnt believe that she said that. shes like the nerdy friend, that has no social media and always studies for a test so i really didnt expect her to save me like that. at that point i just panicked and i just said im gay, my friends were totally fine with it. but that didnt mean i changed to an extrovert. no. i was still super super shy and an extreme introvert. even now, im feeling so anxious and stressed for no reason that i swet everywhere. at my school, outside, etc. the only place that i dont swet at is in my house because thats the only place i feel safe at. (and no, im not swetting because the weather is hot, its not hot) about a year later me and my sister came out to each other. also, unrelated but at the age of 12 there was one guy who jerked off in FRONT OF ME. he also wanted my dick in his mouth.. hes honestly crazy and it's probably not a big deal for someone but for an introvert like me, it was.and btw, im really scared to come out to my parents since me and my sister are both lgbt :(. i dont think they have anything against lgbt people but im still scared as hell.-anddd thas my story on how i came out to some people.thanks for reading and sorry if i made some mistakes, english isnt my first language and im only 13 <3have a wonderful day people!