i was brought up in a very strict household, with both parents working round the clock who barely have time for me. even when i was a little girl, as young as 4, they would leave me alone in our apartment in the 5th floor, windows open, doors unlocked but closed alone. alone with what? an ipad. i was forced into maturity at such a young age that i experienced little to no childhood. up til this day if somebody were to ever ask me 'hey, do you remember how great life was when we were children?' i would never have an answer for them. i was lucky i never climbed through any of the open windows at home hoping to find my parents or they'd have found me dead downstairs. however, you may be wondering, if i had an ipad it wouldn't have been that bad right? you've still got your fair share of entertainment. well understandably I'd agree with you but never have i ever thought I'd have discovered p*rn at such a young age. i was only 4 and got caught for it by my grandmother who did nothing, probably because she loved me too much to even care about my actual well being. i remember the first video i watched, the very first one that led to an unhealthy addiction. till this day I'm convinced someone had downloaded it on my ipad as i had found it lying in my gallery. i wish that had never happened because once an addiction starts, its hard to led go of it, no doubt about that. i had once went 7 months without it but that was when i was 10 and it had been quite a long time since i had gone on a p*rn hiatus. i really hope i do find ways to snap out of this but definitely I'll give myself time and go at my own pace. Now i'm 13 going 14 in September.