I hate myself, I've never been happy with my life so I constantly imagine I was part of my favourite anime dimensions. I'm useful there, I'm important there. But I need to wake up to reality. Where I don't matter. I have had about 4 suicide attempts by now, parents seem to just brush everything off. I have been diagnosed with anxiety and depression, I just want a friend. If only anonymously, i just need someone.
omg im so sorry you had to go through that. i really hope your family and friends will actually take you seriously very soon. i dont mind being your friend :) i just want to help you. i assure you that youre important to the people around you and that you do matter. your feelings are valid so make sure you dont keep them bottled up inside