So this year I just got promoted to 8th grade and my parents the are putting a lot of pressure on me. I'm talking 12 extra class a week and I already had 2 home tutor. I don't have any time left for myself. And doesn't matter how hard I try it never seems to be good enough for my family. I try harder and harder and I'm never as good as my friends are. My friends are perfect. They are good at everything. And here I'm who can't even score above 95% . I just can't take it anymore. I feel like I'm drowning. I feel like I'm never good enough. And I told my parents about this and they told me to stop over reacting. I just feel like I will never be enough. I don't know what to do. I have thought about dying quite a few times. Everytime I go to bed I can't sleep. Everytime I close my eyes my head is filled with thoughts. I Don't wanna burden anyone with my problems so I never told anyone about what I'm feeling. And I don't want to cry in front of my family or friends cause that makes me feel weak. I feel like nobody.