I feel like life is just a circle of miserable experiences. It’s hard for me to get about of bed and then I have to pretend like everything is okay, when I’m actually dying inside. I hate myself and just want the pain to go away. I don’t want to hurt myself but I can’t talk to my parents because they just yell at me and say I have no reason to be depressed. I don’t want to feel this way anymore I just want the pain to go away.
Re: my depression
My only wish is for you to get out of that state. If you need help to cure this depression then by all means do it. Look for a help hotline. Talk to a support group. Anything to help you vent.
Some parents may not be open minded about this and so it would be wise if you can find a professional who can explain it to them better.
And admitting you are depressed is a big deal and takes courage. Because frankly, no one wants to admit they are sad.
So for you, i hope you find counselling and a support group