I met her after my fiancé left me, in our 21st year. She was in a kill shelter, but a woman rescued her, an hour before were to euthanize her. She was with me through some of the worst years of my life. she suddenly had a heart murmur, & died 8 months later. She was my world. I don’t have anything or anyone to live for without her. I’m spinning my wheels without her. I have relationships with people at home, & at work, but I Connor reveal how actually devastated I am.