I wish i was outspoken but im not. I wish i was good at striking a conversation but i cant. I wish i met my parents expectation but i cant. My parents i mean my dad wants me to be an extrovert but im an introvert and he hates the fact and just pushes me to be an extrovert. He thinks being extrovert and introvert is a choice but in reality it is just the way heart feels. He just has some philosophy about life which are actually awesome but when i act by it he gets pissed and tells me this is not the way you should have acted. He tells its your choice your life has to be i give you every freedom to live your life but in reality i have no freedom to choose my clothes i have to wear what they approve of. They tell me marks are not important only knowledge is important but when grades are low they scold me when i tell them what they had told me already im considered to be raising voice before elders being disrespectful. They told me clear entrance and get into medical college or the course i have to study will be my dad's choice. In reality medicine is even his choice. I just told him i would prefer medicine over engineering. That's all he tagged medicine as my dream. As i already told you im not outspoken , even then i tried giving hints about my dislike but he just ignored them. One time i gathered my courage to tell him what i really wanted to do. I just went upto them and told i wanted to be a RJ. They just criticized me and looked down on me that i lost my every bit of confidence. If you are confused by me using parents(they) and dad(he), its just that my mom is innocent she supports my dad blindly. So it can be told either way dad or parents means the same. And thanks for your time.