I've helped 6 woman getting away from abused man. I never understood them. Like never. I've seen shit you wouldn't believe, woman on the ground being kicked by their man with steel cap boots. Hit with a belt, punch in the face hand closed. CRAZY shit in all 6 cases.
In all the 6 cases, they ALL loved their man anyway. Something is wrong with a woman brain, REALLY wrong. Beat the crap out of them, and they love their abuser. Woman are BOND to be dominated, they will DIE to STAY dominated. They claim they want a good guy, they want to be loved, they want romance.
But in FACT, deep inside. They want to be treated like shit.
Seen it enough to believe it.