I just feel so alone. My family doesn't care to know me. They praise every step that my cousins take, but no one is ever interested in what I want to do. When I liked history: no one cared to talk about history with me, when I learned english all on my own: no one said a thing, now that I'm interest in chemistry: no one cares, I'm going to university next year: no one even asked me what i'm going to study or where, but of course they know eeeeeverything about my cousins! J likes history, and allll my uncles like to talk to her about it, everyone was craaaazy to know what B would study in university, B didn't even start to study italian and they're already singing praises!I have friends who care about me, and love me, but I miss having a connection with my family, I'm so envious of everyone else. They talked about and with all of my cousins, they didn't mention my name once, didn't even let me finish talking about my illness. It's christmas and I'm alone.