I am 13 years old and have thought about suicide many times, this time I got in a huge fight with my mom and she wants to kick me out to my dads. My dad does not have a job and likes to drink. I do have a good relationship with him, but I cant stay at his because he cant support me financially. So this time I was in so much pain. All I could think of was how I dont have any reasons to live no more and actually thought of jumping off a bridge at night... Keep in mind that I have 2 friends that I kind of trust. I have a sister but she thinks Im the reason my mom and I have a bad relationship. I need help and I am trying everything in my power to just now end it.