my story is not as serious as all the other story I read in here. Its just a silly breakup. Well its my first break up, so I guess I am over reacting. That's what my Ex-boyfriend says. But for me it hurts like hell. It was my first ever relationship and I poured my heart and soul to make it a good one. It happened today. My Ex-boyfriend (dam it hurts when i put ex in front him) said "there is no future for us and if we will continue our relationship it will eventually make our separation more painful. we have to separate our paths"
I accept his words, I accept his emotions but when he said "it won't be difficult" I was shocked to the core. I guess he is more intelligent than me, I am just a silly messed up girl who never thinks before she speak, so stupid to cry on every small thing and create a mess out of nothing.
I love him swear to god I did and I never thought my Ex-Boyfriend who was so sweet caring boy would one day turn his back to me.
My friend said that he could have at least tried to make some settlements for our future but he never did. But my childish heart is not ready to believe that he never loved me. His family is everything for him. I tried to fit in. But the only problem was my childish behavior and my tendency to question every thing rather than blindly following it (in religious matter) but his family objects my genuine curiosities. I guess its right, I can't separate that boy from his family even though this means I have to let him be with someone else. I guess I'll be good being me a stupid childish girl who knows how to love. I won't change my behavior because of my "First Break up".