Hey, I don't know who to talk with. I don't have any FUCKING person to share this with. I am so bloody alone. Alone and broken. And fucked up. I feel so tired of my bloody life. No one has any bloody time for me. I always hide my feelings and the worst thing is no one even tries to understand my feelings. I don't have any monetary strength. I am not good looking. I have speech problems. My family is fucked up. My dad is such a fake person. And my mom never has time for me. My dad has money but he is selfish as fuck. I don't have any close friend. Not a single one. My love life doesn't even exist. I am so so so bloody alone. Yeah I guess I am not a perfect person. Not even close to person. I am barely a good person. Sometimes, I am downright bad. But it's not that I am inherently bad. I just need help. Someone to share my bloody problems with. Someone who has bloody time for me, who cares for me, who will be there for me no matter what. But I am alone. And tired. I wanna die sometimes but I am a bloody coward. I can't kill myself.What I truly want is companionship. But I am alone. And it hurts. To whoever reading this, I just hope that you will never have to face my fate. And even if you are going through what I am going through... Just know that no matter what, I will be beside you. With love, Just a fucked up 16 year old.