My fucked up life #1

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(Before i say anything im going on her to stay what i gotta say and move on hopefully.)


Im surprise im still going on in life. Im still so young (18). I was controlled/abused (mentally and physically) etc.. a lot as a child but not as much in the teen years. Mostly by my mother but she forgets, that stuff has ever happened in the past. My "real" father (left when i was born) on the other hand is a deadbeat. says one thing when i was 10-12 ish years old and drops off the earth once again over and over. I wasn't loved by them. I wanna cut off everything and leave with my true love. Out of state and not exist together (go off the grid) leave this shitty town. That's just one of many story's/vent/Journaling. - Mx