I have a few people who are using some sort of spiritual means to program people in that process im being forced to be combined as someone else by means of taking my spiritual bodies and trying to spread them onto other people as means of making a pride for a group of people. In this process there are people taking advantage of me and im being manipulated into doing things by what a friend called mastery. i was very spiritual and in new haven they dont like people like that from what im told and they are into programming which my friend said they will take from you what ever it is. im unable to feel and unable to think straight to where im being influenced into things i dont want. Also im being sort of attacked to where my head is cracking inside and i feel like my head is split in half. im in pain and i can feel something going in and out of my bottom to where my bottom feels like its in my neck. im not able to get help and im not able to ask for help. i dont know what to do and i dont bother people. also i have been told someone was helping me and took something or attacked some type or something to my empathy as well as someone has used some kind of mastery to read my mind body and soul tom use me to "program" others and make me into a pride as well as im being harrassed spiritually for what im thinking about. someone is either trying to convince me to be another person or im missing something but im not ok and im sane but i can tell that im being used to where i cant feel my genitals and im hindered from being ok. i cant move my neck and i can feel something going out. im unable to help myself and i have someone using my mind body and soul to use me as some sort of pride. Im asking for help but when i do it gets worse and i feel as though i have less. also there are ritual summoning done to my mind body and soul to where it is a trillion trillion to where im in alot of pain so i would like help but its a daily thing to where i hear invoke and then my name and input in pain everyway shape and form. i like the psychic stuff and maybe im being bullied but i can say i have had alot of influences including police and now im just very alone and whenever i end up in a stable way i feel as though it is taken from me by means that im aware of everyway shape and form to where i hurts. if there is help out there im hoping i can get it.