I'm so angry all the time. Every time I get mad, I feel like I can kill someone. I want to break everything, run away. I want to cry my freaking eyes off. When I see a plate or a glass I just want to break it, into anything. When I'm angry at someone I feel like I could punch their faces to death or strangle them until they don't breathe. It sounds cynical, but it happens. I feel like I shut down my feelings for so long that one day I'm going to explode and it's not going to be nice.