I'm 21 years old... and I don't know what to do with my life... It's been 5 years that I'm married and love my husband a lot.We live in a joint family. Total of 8 members... My father and mother in law... Two brother and two sister in laws and my husband and me. There's no kid. I'm the smallest of all in the whole family.It's been 5 years yet I'm not able to adjust or fit in with this family. I've tried many times but still didn't succeed. I did everything to please my mother-in-law yet she always find a way to criticize me but in a funny way. At beginning I didn't feel anything... May be because I was just 18 and took everything as a joke that she used to say... She used to insult my family and say mean things to my parents but I always took it as a joke