Myself iam a 19 years boy.who looks fat,dark complexed,not so good looking,middle class etc etcIn my life I haven't accomplished anything. if I start a thing I will do it for 3-4 days and leave it suddenly bcause of my over weight.i always feel lazy,not willing to do anything.just want to sit lonelyIn past I used to have a girlfriend now girls won't even care me iam like an extra person in a gang. Everyone make fun of me about my body I feel very bad. But I don't know how to overcome it. I have tried each and every thing to lose weight but I would do those things for 2-4 days.i have a father who doesn't have a faith in me he always discourage me, make me to feel that I can't do anything without him. He always suspicious about me wherever I go he always calls me 4-5 times Coming to studies I used to study well I have qualified my inter with 97% but know I have two backlogs,every faculty misundrestand me by looking my face and treat me harsh and reduce my marks willinglyAll these things happening to me from past two years.sometimes I feel very low thinking about my feature, sometimes I want to end my life everyday ni8 I feel about my situation and think how to overcome it and I spend whole night thinking about it.I just want to be happy Ps: I just tried to convey what I want to,iam kind of weak in English.