Hi I just recently turned thirteen and there is much more that happened then what I’m actually telling you but it would be too long so I’m really glad I found this website to write anonymously so no one will know me so basically my parents. Are really the main cause of me being the way I am. I’m Indian and ever since a young age my parents would fight in front of me but my sister got it harder she was always saving me from seeing things and being hit yes being hit. It’s true that every parent shouldn’t have kids but every could should have a parent well in my case it got worse the abuse was not normal until they started to hit me and my sister a few incidents is once like all siblings do I got into a fight with my sister and hit her I’m younger than her btw she went crying to my dad and he was threatening to hit me with a hammer thank god I locked myself in the bathroom or I don’t think I’d be alive and once he was strangling me and my sister he drinks alcohol and always comes home drunk my mum used to wash my hair and scream and hit me we never get along she hits me and my sister with slippers she stopped recently and wants me to forgots and Denys what she done I only named a few incidents and lot more happened and thanks to them my sister in a deep depression and I.... I don’t know know what I am but even through all this I never let my self love go and am so thankful I got a fucking manipulative aunt on my mums side and thinks we’re exaggerating and claims she’s always been here my parents aren’t together and are separated they are going to get a divorce but why in the first place did they have kids I mean I love myself but why if they didn’t get along did they have kids trust me we’re NOT rich and not poor either my mums on benefits my dads is a cheapskate and still sees us whenever and stays at our place for a long time and goes home to his own place he hates my mums family and want to kill them if he had the chance friends wise I have developed trust issues thanks to them and don’t want my home life to affect my school life because it’s the only time I can feel free and please don’t say “tell your friends or an adult” because they really WONT understand I get so annoyed that with other family’s their parents are “perfect” and would never fight in front their kids my mum always swears at me and my sister and my sister has got such bad anger issues that every time we fight I have to lock myself in a bathroom and my mum has to intervene it’s so easy for my to say despicable things to them at this age but can you blame me? Overall my family’s toxic but I don’t want them to go to jail or anything and I’m too scared to call the police because that will change EVERYTHING ok I’ll stop now please tell me what i should do but not in a bad way thank youuuu 💕

Hi I just recently turned thirteen and there is much more that happened then what I’m actually telling you but it would be too long so I’m really glad I found this website to write anonymously so no one will know me so basically my parents. Are really the main cause of me being the way I am. I’m Indian and ever since a young age my parents would fight in front of me but my sister got it harder she was always saving me from seeing things and being hit yes being hit. It’s true that every parent shouldn’t have kids but every could should have a parent well in my case it got worse the abuse was not normal until they started to hit me and my sister a few incidents is once like all siblings do I got into a fight with my sister and hit her I’m younger than her btw she went crying to my dad and he was threatening to hit me with a hammer thank god I locked myself in the bathroom or I don’t think I’d be alive  and once he was strangling me and my sister he drinks alcohol and always comes home drunk my mum used to wash my hair and scream and hit me we never get along she hits me and my sister with slippers she stopped recently and wants me to forgots and Denys what she done I only named a few incidents and lot more happened and thanks to them my sister in a deep depression and I.... I don’t know know what I am but even through all this I never let my self love go and am so thankful I got a fucking manipulative aunt on my mums side and thinks we’re exaggerating and claims she’s always been here my parents aren’t together and are separated they are going to get a divorce but why in the first place did they have kids I mean I love myself but why if they didn’t get along did they have kids trust me we’re NOT rich and not poor either my mums on benefits my dads is a cheapskate and still sees us whenever and stays at our place for a long time and goes home to his own place he hates my mums family and want to kill them if he had the chance friends wise I have developed trust issues thanks to them and don’t want my home life to affect my school life because it’s the only time I can feel free and please don’t say “tell your friends or an adult” because they really WONT understand I get so annoyed that with other family’s their parents are “perfect” and would never fight in front their kids my mum always swears at me and my sister and my sister has got such bad anger issues that every time we fight I have to lock myself in a bathroom and my mum has to intervene it’s so easy for my to say despicable things to them at this age but can you blame me? Overall my family’s toxic but I don’t want them to go to jail or anything and I’m too scared to call the police because that will change EVERYTHING ok I’ll stop now please tell me what i should do but not in a bad way thank youuuu 💕

I don't have it as bad as you thank god, but I'm not sure what I should do either. I'm to scared to call the cops because I have little siblings that have no clue on what she has done and I don't think they will cope well when she's gone, I just want my older brother to move out so I can stay with him some nights. I'm only 12 and i have no idea on how bad this is and I've told you nothing yet, my mum was raped my her dad and went on weed to help her Anxiety I hate her for it but I keep forgetting what she's been through, the weed wasn't meant for my mum, last year my dad got cancer and some people say weed cures it. my dad never wonted to upset me so he didn't use it, but my mum did, I'm mad at her but she still has her reasons. now she does it every day and I don't think she knows. we are going through different situations but would you recomend anything? sorry i don't know how to help.

I don't have it as bad as you thank god, but I'm not sure what I should do either. I'm to scared to call the cops because I have little siblings that have no clue on what she has done and I don't think they will cope well when she's gone,  I just want my older brother to move out so I can stay with him some nights. I'm only 12 and i have no idea on how bad this is and I've told you nothing yet, my mum was raped my her dad and went on weed to help her Anxiety I hate her for it but I keep forgetting what she's been through, the weed wasn't meant for my mum, last year my dad got cancer and some people say weed cures it. my dad never wonted to upset me so he didn't use it, but my mum did, I'm mad at her but she still has her reasons. now she does it every day and I don't think she knows. we are going through different situations but would you recomend anything?  sorry i don't know how to help.

Re: My life is so fucking screwed

i am so sorry to hear that.....i can understand the things you are going through........obviously you can't do anything to change the things but be positive and accept the changes and don't let this all affect you future life:).................. ..

i am so sorry to hear that.....i can understand the things you are going through........obviously you can't do anything to change the things but be positive and accept the changes and don't let this all affect you future life:)....................