Hello everyone.This may be bit confusing for you. I have mixed up two of my problems. 1) My relationship2) FriendsPlease bear with meI am 24 yr old average looking introvert girl. I am in a relationship since 5 years. My bf was my best friend once and later we got into relationship eventually. He is very caring and understanding. Keeping this part aside, I love making friends and being with my friends. Having good friends for life, like the F.R.I.E.N.D.S show is what I always wish or dream for. But as I was with my BF like all the time in college, I was not able to make many friends. Even those few friends whom I had are not in touch. I give a lot of importance to my friends and can't tolerate if they don't give the same importance to me or do anything backstabbing. So eventually I end up having fights with most of my friends and end up being alone. But till then I always thought I have him (my BF). Then college was over and we joined different jobs. My bf works in another city and we barely meet. I had no good friends left from college. Office people are just colleagues. Me being an introvert has also been a issue in making friends. Now after two years of long distance relationship, even my relationship with him feels so changed. It doesn't feel like before. When I was in college he was only my whole world. But when we joined our jobs he was very busy for a year and was barely talking to me. He didn't meet me for like months. I was feeling so lonely and later I got habituated to the situation of not being with him. I had to become strong but now I don't even miss him. Now I feel like I don't have him. I don't have best friends. It feels so lonely. I will be marrying him for sure. We had also informed our parents and they agreed. But now sometimes it feels like I don't love him anymore because of the too lonely phase I went through. But also I don't want to loose the only person who loves me or cares for me in my life other than my parents. It will be good if I will be able to love him like I did before. I had anger inside me on him for leaving me alone and it made my feelings go away for him. But still as I am committed to him I never looked at another guy and I also still I am not having Friends who can support me if I get into a complicated situation. I don't know where else to go. With whom to discuss my problems. It feels so bad and lonely. I don't know what to do.