I've been holding this in for a long time. For over a year, I have hated myself, & my father. Everyone else sees him as a kind Christian Pastor, but I see him as nothing more than a fucking asshole. He is a narrow-minded dictator, & accepts nothing less than a level of perfection he couldn't even achieve. I've had thoughts & have had dreams about killing the damn bastard, &/or myself, or running away from home. I'm 16. What should I do? I don't know anymore. I just want thus all to end.
a month ago
Re: My Mental Pain
I'm sorry that you have to go through that but please don't end your life. Also, since you're 16 you should get a job and start saving up your money so that as soon as you turn 18 you can find a place of your own and not have to deal with your father. And if he tries to stop you, he won't be able to because you're going to be an adult that can make decisions on your own. That's just my thought. But, I hope things get better for you honey! <3