Hi recently I’ve been feeling alone and like a burden to everyone. My parents, I know they wouldn’t understand so I don’t tell them. They are always telling me to brighten up. I’m afraid that one day the loneliness and the pain will overwhelm me. But I’m also confused because I don’t have any reason to be feeling like this but I do. But also because I have no reason I don’t know how to stop feeling like this. I’m just tired and I need someone, anyone really. I don’t even know why I hurt myself. I think that you only really need to think about doing it for two seconds and then the next thing your know blood is dripping down your arm. I haven’t done that in a while though. I stay up till four am and wake up at one pm. I feel like the more I feel like this the more life is just passing by. I feel like I can’t breathe and like everyone is watching me, judging me. I just lie down and stare at these same walls everyday. I think I’m going to be alone forever because I find it quite hard to fully let someone in. I’m closest to my sister who is 14 and even she thinks I’m the happiest, funniest person ever. But I also feel like I’m too young to feel like this because I’m only 12.