Hello,26,must say I have quite a life. I am into work fulfilling my duty enjoying every ounce of my life as it comes to work.laptop, work and career has always been my synonym. well though, its a stereotype society,my parents are dutiful they have been searching for a guy. since i am a bit well educated, guys with less education sucks for them even if it means i will like them.People comes filtered when they come to me,and I am left with guys not my taste.I am not that pretty but I am not ugly either, I am not rejecting some because they are lucky,because I feel I do not feel for them,I went to meet twice,the first one was the guy of my taste but immature and my mom struggling how I would work up on him,I spoiled it, I let it slip, I rejected the guy just because my parents start wriggling in the matter like,does the boy text you first or you do?what does he say??what and how?and because I preassumed my talks based on my parents, I thought the guy was so not into me and i said no :/ i still remember I unknowingly said a no to him just because of them,I regret this decision my entire life, it was when i was 24 now with slip of time, i wonder after filtering, I am not finding the right guy, is my age too passed to find a suitable guy?last time, i reluctantly went to meet a guy on my parents insist,seriously the guy was never to my taste,must be rich,must be parents good son,well he wasnt my taste i never looked in the face because I dinnot like this guy. who in this modern times agrees on parents and feel the humiliation of not wanting to have meet such a guy. I am not saying he was ugly, atleast the guy should stand a inch or two higher than me,and even if he is bald,he must be my taste, I repeat again, I am not shaming on anyone nor i am pretty i do have flaws yet please, I need to have something to seek from life,to be spoiled by right guy you know.probably all these 26 years, I never went on official dates, I mean maybe I felt in love exactly twice,but i really pushed this aside because career was my choice. I did not know love can be balanced with career but when I knew , I think its late, its high time I tie a knot, and I am not finding a guy :/ I mean my mom always put asides the guy I seemingly liked because she says he has lot of siblings, or he has a small house, or his parents are this and that, the reason, I have been put to believe love never exist for me. I am so hurt, I may be exceling in my career,the bitterness lingers inside of me. Mom says she cannot sleep these days worrying about me and how to have that so called prestige in the kins. she is forgetting without asking my consent,rejecting people,she has been wrangling my life and status quo. Please mom,sometimes let me decide to.and if its all that we both want lets go see the guy, maybe he is suitable. Just because he is less educated than me doesnt means he is inferior,maybe later he will read and excel more,mom please stop worrying about things you have polluted into your mind, please mom, i have been honest to you I wish you the same, please I am very worried about your stubborness and I am worried it would let me nowhere :/career is scaring me now because I want to feel loved now:(