My one way relationship

Time Spent- 5m
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I bought EVERYTHING for him when he had no job and his family wouldn’t help. He always kept saying he would spoil me like i did him when he gets a job. I RISKED EVERYTHING!!! My family and friends and jobs to be by his side and support him. I have spent $10,000+ on him!😭😭 and now that he has a job he complains when i ask for something small like a fucking vape! And i was buying him clothes and thousands on weed and anything he wanted to eat. We ate out damn near everyday because that’s what he wanted. If he wanted it, he fucking got it. And i only get paid semimonthly. so i only get about $500 every paycheck. He got his $600 stimulus and bought an ounce of weed and a fucking ps4. All he wants to do is play on his ps4 when he isn’t at work. I don’t like the games he plays so i can’t play with him. I get no time with him by myself. No even at night. I’m struggling to sleep cause i have to be up at 7:30 every mon-fri for work and he doesn’t have to go to work until 4 or 5 pm.🙄 so he’s up until 3-5 in the morning playing fucking games with his friends(yk how that goes) IM EXHAUSTED and i’m a preschool teacher😭😭😭 It so hard to stay awake and focused through the day when i get maybe a total of 3 hours of sleep a night. I know this is all over the place but thank you for who ever read this all the way through. Idek what i’m going to do. I think i want to leave him but i swear he’s my forever. Idk what to do😭 someone please help or guide me.