My Optimism (and Faith) are Nearly Gone

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I am a good person.... Who has been falsely accused of horrible crimes. I've been jailed (out on bond), lost my (child, wife, house, job), lived on less than 10 grand last year, and am stuck in the legal system unable to move forward with life.

It is not that the people involved are malicious, only apathetic.

I volunteer, donate to charity, recycle, care for small animals. Yes, I am trying to lighten the mood because I don't know why I did any of that anymore. I used to think I was contributing to making it a better world but now it feels like there is no point. I'll never be free of the legal system. Even if I'm aquitted or the charges are dropped, I'll always have a record and will never be able to get back what was lost.