I fell in love with my best friend, slowly but then all at once. Hiding feelings is hard. Hiding them from myself, from him and from my friends; even though everyone knew it still felt like the biggest secret I owned.
We did everything together for 3 years while living together at uni, whether at a party only talking to each other, hanging out watching tv cuddling on the sofa or creating stupid games that no one else understood.
HE HAD A GIRLFRIEND. Since the day I met him. They broke up and my world changed. Now we've mutually agreed we love each other and we haven't stopped speaking. Only issue that remains is he's going to be living on the other side of the world for the next 6 months.