I don't really know why i'm writing this but I wanted to tell someone. I have this secret love for things that wouldn't "fit" who I am. If I told my friends or family they would think i'm trying to be "cool". But I have this crazy love for stars, cliche love novels, classical music, old paintings but non of that fits me or how I act. so I sit in my room at night and read until my eyes hurt. I listen to classical music when no one is around. I stand and just gaze at the stars when I go outside at night until my friend tells me to come on. I spend hours every day looking at artist paintings from years ago. I know absolutely no one in my town who likes things like this. so Instead, I keep it all a secret and act like my "normal" loud crazy self people have grown to love. I don't think i'll ever tell people about what I truly love but that's ok. I just wanted to tell...someone. whoever is reading this. maybe you relate, maybe you think classical music is horrible and stars are just stars and reading if boring, that also ok. as long as SOMEONE just listens to me for this one time. Thank you.