I don’t sleep. I eat very little. I often go through panic attacks and get the urge to hurt myself because it clears up my mind. I feel like no matter who I speak to, they will never understand. I know they care but I’m told I’m told I’m doing too much and that I’m such too sensitive to everything. I don’t want to be alive but I don’t want to die either. I don’t know what I’m supposed to do to feel better.