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My shame

2 years ago, a man 25 years my senior, harassed me with fake accounts.


Because I wanted to stop sleeping with him.


Because

I was ready to shape up, meet a good guy

My age

Fall in love, be happy

Because

I never loved him, which he knew, but he loved me

He chose to continue sleeping with me

Even though I didn't love him

Because

I met someone I clicked with instantly


He harassed me

For weeks

He insulted me

He contacted my male friends

He lied about me to our coworkers

He threatened me

To isolate me


I was scared

Because I wanted to leave a relationship

And he didn't let me


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Today

I got my revenge

I changed my number

And I threw it back at him

He got away with it

I would too


He had no idea it was me

He thought I was a lot of people

But not me

(Shows how many

People

He's done this too)


But then

I fucked up

I fucked up

I fucked up

He knew who I was


He threw words

As quickly as

He drank beer


It hurts


Private calls

To laugh at me


I am so pathetic

I hate my self so much

I want to die


But

This

Will

Pass


I will be okay

But not right now

And that's

Okay