I am thirteen years old. My step brother abuses me physically verbally and sexually. I told him that I’m uncomfortable with it he said he would stop he never did. My mom treats me like shit, I haven’t seen my dad in five years. The other day I heard my little brothers voice for the first time (he’s five). That made my day! My sister legit said “I hate you I will never love you” it’s an everyday thing tho so I’m used to it. I try to tell my mom but all she does is play on her phone. I get up every morning at the same time and some days I get 1-3 hours of sleep. Because she’s too lazy to get up. I have self harmed, but I’m not suicidal. I’ve been planning to run away for a while now. I have plans for everything pretty much. I’m just scared I care about my little brother with autism and I’m the only one who cares about him.