I love this sight. I’ve tried to help people, but I should share a little. My penis is so big sometimes I’d try to have to give up. Buzz kill. I once had a woman show up at work screaming I’d damaged her cervix or something. Is that possible? Well; she liked it that night. I dated a lot of females simultaneously. By date I mean eat food & have sex. I once had sex with 4 women in one night. Three was friends. I’d had sex with all separately; but they were drunk & all wanted me. I’d just had sex with someone else before I got there. Some women would fall in love with me. Some would feel slighted when I wouldn’t go out with them. I got my tires flattened & stuff. But I don’t feel guilty. See; my childhood was hell. I was sexually abused from age 2. So sex was always part of my life. I’m very attractive. Women asked me out. They’d tell each other about me. Yes I asked some out too. But I was straight up. I told them I only dated. Wasn’t ready for a relationship or marriage yet. I do feel bad for some who fell deeply in love with me. One is specific I feel horrible for. She couldn’t get over me for yrs. But if I never told her I loved her or anything why the love? I actually refused sex with her. She was a great person & I think a virgin. I wanted her to wait till she found a man to marry her. I did grow up when I fell in love & married. You could say I used women for sex. But I never bought booze for them. If they drank they bought it. In my mind I was being nice to them. They liked my looks & wanted sex with me. I realize that sounds bad in hindsight, but from my earliest memories people were using my body sexually. Here’s the clincher. My ex is sick. She can never have sex again. We are best friends. She owns my heart. I get asked out but will never have sex again. She’s my everything. So I have to masterbate 3-5 times a day. I try to look at nude pics of other women; but I can only cum if I think about my wife. Is that not ironic. The high school & college guy shagging every hottie in town turned into a monk. I remember being somewhere with three cheerleaders once. A guy walked up & tried to flirt with one. She said I’m here with him. So he flirted with the second. Long & short they all said they were with me. His drunk gears locked up. He said that’s not fair how can you get all the cheerleaders & I can’t one. I said cause I’m good. When American Pie came out I was laughing at Stifler. My wife said wasn’t you like that in college before we dated. Wasn’t funny. Should I be ashamed? I’ve prayed on it & asked forgiveness for pre-marital sex. But I was always a gentleman.