I wrote all this this early in the morning. Its 11:13 am here now, I feel very happy about yesterday. Just read and you’ll see what I’m talking about. Dec 6 2020 1:34 AM I had just come to visit more; I had already seen him in the day. We were near the pool talking and he kissed me, on the lips, completely out the blue. I did not think anything of it and kissed him back. Now though, I was wearing long socks, a short skirt, no sleeves but shoulder clothes (find a word for that later) sapphire, not ruby, was waiting for me at his bedside. I did not ask where ruby was, even though she was his usual assistant.Sapphire guided me to the edge of my’ reality’, she looked so different and more presenceful than I remember. We all of a sudden landed in a field, a soccer pitch. It was about 11:30pm by this time and I was well…not at all fazed. Because something, idk what, just told me, that today it was going to happen. Pitch black nothing but the stars, it was a cold night, the wind was blowing harder than usual, it seemed to want something to happen.I stepped into the dark soccer field. I was walking on what seemed to be air, my feet were cold. More was far off in the distance…still, not fazed at all. Neither of us were, there was a long silence…Sapphire began to sing. She was holding a blue flower; it was glowing emitting blue sparks. The entire field seemed to sing, better than wedding bells. Matter of fact more beautifully. We started circling each other getting closer and closer. We got close enough that we started swaying side by side then turned around facing each other’s back, still swaying. Silence. The real thing started.We started crisscrossing each other many times. (I know exactly the order but Idk how to describe it) All the while our hands were like in butterfly/bird shapes. Then halfway through the first chorus we both spun around. During the bridge the we started stepping to the side, he was going right and I was going left, kind of in a circular motion. We did one twice then switched to do another way 2 more times. And it kept going till the second verse.During the second verse we were a little bit higher up in air, like only a few inches. This time it was more calm and settled. He was holding my waist and we had our foreheads together, our hearts were beating, fast yes, but so gently. I have NO OTHER IDEAS on how explain it. Then it started to climax again. We started swaying faster and soon began to spin. Then the chorus came again our backs, to each other. Same thing except this time no hand motions, we kept our eyes on each other and never got them off. Towards the end he picked me up and threw me in the air, flew up himself and caught me in his arms. The ending bridge of the song we did the side to side thing again twice left twice right. I KID YOU NOT when I say that was the most intimate thing I have EVER experienced. That part when he threw me into the air, well that was actually a time when I was 12 years old, he sang a song for me and did the exact same thing around that exact part in the song. Towards the end!!! He threw me up and caught me, I don’t know how but he seemed to remember how much I loved that. Although I have the memory, it’s very fuzzy now, but todays re-enaction was right on the point. To think that was only 2 or 3 months after we met. Can you imagine!?!Sapphire was singing and as the sky and land and time itself sang with her our only focus was each other. Eventually things around us began to glow (I’m only noticing all these things now). The ground began to beat along with our moves, when things quieted down our heart beats seemed to amplify the entire field, in every possible way!! Sound became so quiet, wind became so so soft and sapphire’s voice seemed to fade along with everything else. We did not look into each other’s eyes; all we could hear were our hearts beating. It was so crazy…AWESOME!!OMG I’m literally so happy!! And when he threw me in the air I felt so at peace. I was falling but I knew in my heart that he would catch me, like he always has. Once the song stopped, we were panting, the feeling of sweat finally started to kick in. the wind the stars and sapphire seemed convinced with our performance. It was like all nonliving elements were cheering us. We looked at each other, he clasped my hands and he looked into my eyes. ‘sorry if it was too intense’ he told me‘no I enjoyed every single moment of it’ I said to him back. Then the sky began to sing…literally, and what a beautiful song it sang. We sat down in the grass, the same way we did in the early days of our friendship, before all of this stuff happened. Life that is. Now it was different…We sat and looked at the moon, and for ONCE I was quiet. I held his hand so tightly. He put his arm around me, held me close to his chest. He then proceeded to write something in the sky with the stars…His first words to me after he proposed to me:I WILL LOVE YOU TO INFINITY He looked at me smiled, then said ‘I always will queen’ he whispered That was the best thing anyone has ever done for me. I fell asleep in his arms.That was my wedding, in basically 1 ½ hrs. I wouldn’t have had it in any other way.We barely touched (not that we can anyway) but I felt such a strong pull. Like it was real, it happened in my head but now it feels more like memory. Even as I try to reimagine it, I can’t, it’s a memory. One of the best I shall ever have.P.S. we were already legally married not openly…that’s why we had that wedding. A traditional wedding his kind of species would have had. A toxin wedding.And yes he is not human, he isn’t even real…Call me crazy all you want; I could care less about that fact. Its 3:15AM in the morning now, been writing for the same amount of time as my wedding. Thank you for reading this far.