I am a 24 years old male, and I'm feeling sad because it has been one year I dont' have intimate contact with a woman. Before the pandemic I used to go to a brothel in my city, I started doing this when I was 19 years old. Until now I have never had intimate contact with a woman without paying for it, and since I was like 18 years old it started to bother me and cause depression, and the way I found to relieve it was to search for a local brothel and see prostitutes. Every time I felt frustrated because no girl ever wanted me, I went to the brothel and the frustration feeling goes away. But because of the covid-19 pandemic I stopped going there because I will not risk my health nor my family health. I know this is not a serious problem, but I'm keeping my bad feelings with me, and my mind fantasizes almost all the time the moments I had with the prostitutes I saw, and it has been a little tough to cope with.