So... i really need some response to this :( I have been in a relationship for an year now. The person is really understanding but things are going up and down like....
i have been accustomed to staying alone with my mother having no siblings and my father working abroad . Now... i feel because i have been staying alone all these years and I personally got so habituated to it that i like staying alone. I can’t continuously be .. idk attached? To anybody ... like not even my parents.
Now relationship works from two sides ... i like that person a lotttt ... but sometimes i go dry during the conversation ... and person being understanding ... quite understands that.
but that can’t happen all the time right ... i made the person feel as if they are begging for my attention and I feel probably took them for granted though i never intended to do that. And i feel extremely guilty about it . Its my nature and I can’t keep myself too attached to anybody and at the same time i am feeling super guilty for hurting the person i love unintentionally. Things are not the same now. The person understands and is still not bad to me or anything but stilll things are not same. I don’t know how to fix this 😭