need some advice with my friends

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im 14 and transgender. In my school we arent allowed to have our name or pronouns changed without parent premission. My parents are against it so going to school is hard enougj. in school i have 3 really good friends but sometimes i feel as though they dont like me very much. we hang out all the time and everything but i feel like me being trans, having anxiety depression and adhd really gets in the way of everyhting. Thy also know about the huge ctting problem i have. I want to know how i can ask my friends that they still lie me without sounding weird or clingy or anything. I dont want them to dislike me in anyway but im terrified of confroting them. id appreciate some advice :)