Without a job, having broken up with my partner of 5 years, Im down in the dumps.And Ik, soon there'll be more problems like marriage, higher education and blah blah.Its never easy, is it? What are we running toward ultimately? Why cant I figure out what I wanna do? Why is it so hard for me?Why am I a loser?Ik I want to land a job with a decent pay, but how long have I gotta wait>? For how long will I depend on my parents?