3 months ago
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Never trust anyone

I want nothing more than to kill myself. Nothing or noone is enough to keep me alive. All my friends were completely oblivious to my situation and dont even know I want to die. My life is over theres nothing that can ever help me Im so lost my mind is just drowning in itself im so confused and hurt. I have noone to turn to or anyone to ask for any sort of help.

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3 months ago

Re: Never trust anyone

Stop thinking, please do yourself a favor and get out of your own mind. Please, try this just for 1 week or so.

Rather than thinking about stuff, feel the present moment and the life around you. Don't worry about nothing, tap into the emptyness inside you, not using your mind but just feel it. Throw away everything you know or think about you or anything else. Trust your real feelings. I know that it all can sound weird but please do it. Let go of your mind and you will find what you are looking for. Please really try this, I really bad at expressing myself but bro or sis you got it dont matter what your mind tells you I love you and more importantly, you love yourself, your true self, not your mind or body. Search for this more deeply, it completly changed my life, i suggest you reading Tao Te Ching and watching to some Mooji videos. Worry none Im sure you will be able to see things as they are.

Talking to someone is one of the best way to help yourself. If your friends or family doesn't notice, then tell them. If you're not ready to tell them, talk to someone through the internet. There are plenty of people who are willing to help. I may not know you but I hope you're getting the help you need right now. You're not alone, we are all in this together!

I’ll be honest.. this is a very selfish mentality.

I have lost three close friends, two to suicide and one to a motorcycle accident and I can say they were the most painful times of my life.

The family’s and friends were and still are devastated to this day.

Just understand one thing, you may feel like this now but if you seek help and speak to those closest to you. In years to come life will get better.