I have been struggling with things that have happened to me since I've moved to a new haven to where I have zero control over my actions and this is a cry for help in some regards knowing that I won't get the help because the help is those who judge jury and execution in one. there was an officer nick "someone" who is a self-proclaimed new haven "master/trap artist". so I asked for help with what was going on with me recently and why I was in so much pain in my head and I felt as though I have had things summoned into me. So I asked for help and someone came to the conclusion that this man was using my likeness and others as some sort of a systematic way to control people apparently from his addiction to cocaine. With the likeness, this man was "possessing" people and having them punch themselves in the face. Also, this person was using the spiritual bodies of people as a means of control. the officer from the NHPD uses a method of a forced influence to make it so your control is trapped in a state where you cannot make decisions for themselves and became completely unable to make rational decisions. with that came mental mind games and torments to where you have np say in the matter. He used a woman whose name I won't disclose to become a woman he could sleep around with. I have had things myself happen that I know I would not be doing. So as of right now, I have no control over my actions and I have someone else running a program to investigate the odd things that have been happening including people assaulting themselves and loved ones. This man uses a group of Hispanic officers to disrupt by influence. based on word of tongue and behavioral patterns. So from that, I've been told there are those who use people like me for whatever means to create a group of people to make their friends grouping. I hear stories about how there are groups who look to single out those alone and manipulate them mentally until they have become worn down and are easily broken to be controlled. As of now, I can say I have heard stories and you hear about how people become lost makes me frustrated knowing I literally have zero control in hopes things will get better. So as for the women involved I hope are ok to make decisions and aren't in their heads forced to be with others while "thrown into a complete worthlessness" which maybe some enjoy but to know men are in the same being pushed to become what they are not or do not want to be is a fear of mine to where I'm in need of help and I'm struggling with my society here. I can explain things are far as I can without being forced to beat myself because I'm in so much pain mentally fr someone healthy and sound as well as I feel like I'm being used for the benefit of a few feeling like I lost my spirit or something. I want to cry but I'm implored not t and have my tears and feelings locked to be feeling miserable and I'm not sure what I'm to do for I've had someone combine and interlace covid 19 times a billion trillion while working or combine and interlace influences of myself in a horrible state and I'm struggling with the ritual summoning and raised influences into my what I assume is my mind body and soul. I feel as though I won't be taken seriously and I'm deterred from associating with anyone. I am hoping life ends r takes a drastic turn for the better soon because I am not ok. From the outside yu can't tell but ask m and I will explain whatever I need to in order to get help. Someone named uses the part of me I've learned is to be able to take care of myself in this world in new haven so I'm unable to protect myself mentally and locked out of myself leaving me harassed and controlled. I have n control over my actions and now someone is using my likeness to harass politicians based on what the ritual summons I can hear someone raise into my being as well as the unheard being women. I hope someone can send some help my way because I'm not alright.