I can turn off my emotions like a switch and I can't find any proof that this mental health condition exists. Sometimes my emotions can randomly turn off all by themselves, I go into this mindset of nothingness and the idea of doing twisted and illegal things come to mind, and I don't think anything of it. It's really hard to explain but genuinely I consider myself quite a kind person and I don't do anything wrong, but when my switch is turned I know right from wrong, but I have no emotions which makes me debate whether I should just do wrong. I know if I acted on these thoughts, that I wouldn't regret anything during that mindset. I need help.