the problem to me is that i don’t have a friend to talk to. i don’t have any friends i can lean on when i’m lonely. i feel like i’m the only one in this battle. i feel really sad and disappointed to myself. its just don’t feel the same way. i feel like my passion is gone, my love for acads, math, photography and shoots are all gone. this quarantine made me feel this and it suffocates me. i will survive this sadness, i know i will. its just too lonely. i feel so tired. i feel like all the things that i’ve strived for 5 months will not be worth it. i hope i can have true friends after this quarantine. Lord, please give me one.