i formatted an essay for one of classes like another one i found online and my teacher found out. when she confronted me she essentially called me a failure but i couldn’t bring myself to tell her the reason it wasn’t 100% “aUtHeNtIc” work was because i literally want to die and i didn’t want to draw anymore attention to myself by saying anything. i’ve been using my mental health as an excuse to myself to slack off throughout my entire high school career, and now that i’m closer to graduating its become worse. i have no motivation and i can’t even bring myself to feel like i failed. i’m literally just drifting through life and i have no clue as to what i want. i honestly don’t think i have anything to live for. i simply want to cease to exist.