Does anyone else feel all alone? No? Just me? Maybe it’s because as of now the longest relationship I have with anyone outside of my family is about a year old. I don’t have any friends I grew up with. We moved a lot often multiple times a year growing up. My freshman year in high school took place in 3 different school districts in 2 different states. That was a long time ago though. I’m closer to 40 than I care to admit. Still as I grew older I did what I learned, I moved, and moved, and moved. Anytime life got hard that’s what I did, ran away. Now though I have no one to call on hard days no one who knows me. NO ONE!!! My phones last longer then my friendships. What does one do on the back end of life with no one? The funny thing is that when your in your 30s and you try to make friends no none has time for that because they do have friends they grew up with, they do still talk to people that they went to college with. Not me, I’ll just go in this dark corner now and sleep in my loneliness.