I'm tired. I'm tired of proving myself to anyone, tired to prove that I am something that can be proud of too. I also don't have anyone to share this with, I don't know what to do. I just want someone who truly appreciates me, I just want someone who will tell me that it is okay. I just want someone who'll tell me that I am something that can be proud of being just me. I am there for everyone, I am willing to listen to everyone, but how about me? I only have myself and sometimes, it is hard to accept that. It's hard to accept that I should be pleasing everyone to get the love I think I deserve. It's hard to accept that I need to become an honor first before someone could be proud of me. It's hard that even when I say I'm tired, I'm sad, no one will check on me. I'm tired. And I don't know if I should continue my life because at this point? It's fucking meaningless.